Who am I?




Hi. I'm Joffan.
You might know me, and you might not know me, but what's important here is that
you've reached my journal, and you're now reading this.
I started this entry intending to write something clever about myself and my fandoms,
but you see. I have no idea how to be clever when I need to. So let's just start a discussion that's not so
clever.

Joffan. For god sake. Stop singing so loud. The neighbours will complain. And maybe you should get dressed today?
Or do you plan on being a total slob just because it's sunday? Pants fit with sundays too you know. It's okay to put them on.
And you've been trying to read that book for a month now, how far did you get? 3 pages. wow.

-swish swish, scene change-

oh joon. I love you.
I love you too, Joffan. I love you too.

-swish swish what scene was that? swish-

WAKE UP. go feed your trained monkeys. Do your homework. And most of all. Continue being the wierdo fangirl I know you are. Sing until the neighbours hate you enough in order to come knock on the door every time you make a sound. And wtf. who cares about pants anyway. Make every day a no pants day! Not just sundays.

The fact that I've just written this about myself makes me feel I'm kind of disturbed.
If you've read all this and feel you still rather think I'm okay, why don't you friend me? : D I'd love to be your friiiiend.
 

Today is a good day. well.. not really yet, but it will become a good day. Why?
Because I've decided so.

I will feel pain, but as long as I get through the 12 pm to 5 pm wave I will be stronger than ever.
And then there will be melodifestivalen on tv. You probably know nothing of melodifestivalen. It happens to be the swedish competitions to decide who should go compete in the eurovision song contest. If you still have no clue, click this link and I will google it for you. : D

Thank you to everyone who wrote a comment on my last entry. I love you all. ♥
I will find out on Tuesday, hopefully, what might be wrong with me. I'm hoping it is something easily solved.
I feel like such a good girl though. I've survived blood tests and jar peeing and pill taking and all these stuff I never thought I would be able to do.
And now I really want a fish. I want the one in the waiting room at the doctor's. The one that is dark brown with beautiful sparkly white dots and what looks like a beard and it moves so calmly that all my nervousness goes away.

I named that fish Yonghwa.
Then I named the other fish Hongki, because it was all over the place. Such a hyper little fish.

Today is a Coldplay day.
And I think I'm going to stare at my new wallpaper a little more and then do the f-cut.
Then I will make popcorn and watch a movie. And make the best out of what I've got.

LOOK AT MY WALLPAPER. I MADE IT MYSELF BECAUSE PEOPLE DON'T MAKE WALLPAPERS THE SIZE I WANT THEM AND I AM PRRRRROUUUUUDDDD.
so plz tell me I did good. >D
 

School, buses, snow storms, timing and mixing has been eating me up lately.

I thought of this great idea for when I've done my f-cut!!! : D
I was like sleeping with my mouth wide open on the bus (yes, I am that sexy person while riding the bus) and then I dreamt something and when I woke up at the bus stop right before mine, I didn't even panic. I was just "OMG THAT IS WHAT I SHALL DO!" and then I just got off without thinking about anything and forgot my glove on there.

not that it hurts me all too much though. there was something brown on it. someone brown that I couldn't figure out what it was.

and so now, I haven't checked livejournal for 3 days. I'm thinking that if I just make it through next week it will be a bit calmer for 8 weeks or so. : D which is good.

today everyone at school told me my love for pickles was strange and that it was old man-food and that I would have to sit alone from now on because I am the only one who likes them.
I told them that they can't judge me without a lawyer. so therefore I have a request.

anyone out there who shares my love for extra crispy pickles, plz come be my lawyer? ♥

 

ehehehehe.

I love whoever made that gif. I've been staring at it since yesterday around this time. I have no life

I am making an f-cut. (omg is it really true???? is the girl who never made an f-cut in her two years of liverjounaling finally making one???) yes.

After doing that, I'm making a big love post. Where I shall declare my love for all the friends I've kept.

I am keeping you if... I know you, we talk to each other, I'm secretly in love with you, I'm stalking you or I just find you interesting. (or if you spam me with pretty gifs)

I am removing you if... we never talk, I don't really like you, you've been on my f-list for 2 years and only commented on one entry of mine (sorry to that one person) or I can't remember you.

Now you see. if you want me to remember you, and you think that I might not remember you, you should probably comment this post. XD

AND SINCE ALL MY POSTS INVOLVE SOME SORT OF SINGING ON MY PART. HERE. I sang without words from You're beautiful. Listen if you want to. : ) not a must though. HAHA.

OKAY. WATCH THE FIRST VIDEO. IT WILL EXPLAIN EVERYTHING. THEN DO WHAT I TELL YOU IN THE FIRST VIDEO. (AKA WATCH THE SECOND VIDEO)

WIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIH.

I AM SO HAPPY.

I know I know. you can make any remarks you want about my current mood swings. BUT I AM SO HAPPY.

You see. I haz internetz. And I just checked a whole lot of entries of missed fandom, while eating macaroni and falukorv.

AND THEN I SAW THIS. THIS. THIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIS.
(yes.. that big "thiiiis" is a link to something wonderful. : D)

so yes. I am happy tonight.

Today I also ate popcorn and watched Azumi. I didn't expect oguri shun to die so soon. D:

I feel so left out. omg.

by everyone. and everything.

good news though. new computer arrived today. which means, that if internet goes up tomorrow, at least I'll have my fandom back.

I know like nothing of what has happened. I am srsly depressed. when there's no fandom to keep me occupied I'll have to think about stuff actually going on in my life, and might be just my imagination, but as soon as someone else enters the room I'm not even worth anything anymore.

but it's fine. I'm getting used to being ignored by now.
I just kind of wished the people I love would talk to me when it's clear I'm trying my best to like... put my effort into stuff. and if that's too hard, then at least tell me so, because just sitting here waiting for an answer is tiring.

my new computer is black. and sexy. and edgy. and I'm going to go sex it up with my eyes now.
while caressing my new ipod, joonie. I like to put him in my pants. because I think that secretly, joonie likes being inside my pants. just so you know.

third time writing this now. gtfo lj. gtfo.

dear lj friends.

I tried. I really did. I've been desperatly trying to keep up with your entries.

But my computer decided to start frying itself up. I should've never told it about my love for french fries. damnit.

so as you see, keeping up has been hard. I am currently using my school computer. But I can only type with one eye open because I went up at 5 am (school. ilusm) and now my left eye decided it wants to sleep. I apologize for possible spelling mistakes throughout this entry as well.

I will try to comment and all that stuff, when I have time. I always read my email though, so please spam? : D: D

and omg. I need to pee so badly now. (I know you all want to know) Let's all try peeing with only one eye open, and then we'll meet back here and see who finished first, okay?!!


I love imheartsick . just sayin.

I really want to say that.

And now I'm listening to it again. The high pitched voice is just so awesome. HAHA. ♥
I should be off to a shower, and then I will continue trying to get rid of my tabs and answer all my comments and stuff. FINISH THE ADORATION MEME. CAUSE I ADORE YOU ALL. and then I'll watch idol army ep 3. and dad will probably already be home when I get to like.. thing two on my list. I'll start making my scrapbook and mix a project for AK as well. and oooh, I should watch a movie. (why didn't I do some of these stuff earlier)

So, here I am, with yet another entry.

Little has changed since the last time I wrote though.
I'm starting to feel like I'm just over-emotional. And I know people agree.

January is the worst month of the year. It's really snowy and the cold is not fun anymore. And it's the time of the year where dad and his girlfriend starts going on a diet. They threw out all my candy and all my ice cream and filled the fridge and freezer with wierd lens soup. And soup with tomatoes. And today.. I had to eat something strange with carrots. And parsnip. But dad kept calling it Chervil. Even though it's clearly not.

I stayed up until 5 am today. And I saw Ikigami. which I really really liked.
Random picture of matsushota just because I love him. ♥


And yeah. sorry if you talked to me today and felt like I was being all defensive. I feel like I'm just being teased by some people and it hurt today. So I'm just kind of meh. towards everyone.

AND SRSLY. why does it hurt so much being a fangirl sometimes? idgi.
-huggles seal- ♥

I bet ice cream would've cured this feeling. THANKS DAD. THANKS.

AND OOOH. BEFORE I FORGET.

LOVE AND ADORATION MEME! ♥


Reply to this post and I will tell you just how much I love and adore you, and why.
If you want, pass this on in your own journal.

but I'm having so much fun. : D

Umeå is cold. just so you guys know. Olivs and I stay up all night and we still play I like it when you touch me on heechul whenever we get the chance. We went to bed at 6 am this morning after skyping all night. I love skype.

Right now. Olivs is in the shower. ehehehe. she sings. : D

AND OH YOU GUYS. WE MADE IT AS THIRD COMMENT ON THE FIRST PAGE ON THE FFA YESTERDAY. OR LAST NIGHT. OR WHATEVER.
if you haven't seen YOU SHOULD CHECK IT OUT. because we poster our first music video. -goes to practise oh yeah dance-
Just in case you don't know. Imma be joon. -gets naked-

AND OH. thank you czarny  for reposting our music video. eheh. I LIKE YOU. did I tell you that? : D (I did right? D:)

AND NEW YEARS EVE EVERYONE. I SHALL NOW SOON SHOWER AND THEN I'LL ENJOY MY BOWTIE ONCE MORE.
bye guys. love you. <3

HIII. djfghdfkgjkd. I feeeeel nervoooous.

Half an hour and then I'm off to the airport. I'm praying there won't be any dudes with satan on their foreheads stealing my suitcase when I get there. HAHA. although, they so won't make it if they try. I packed it heavy. (socks, socks, more socks, sweater, pants, socks, socks, UKULELE, socks)

BIG HELLO TO ALL MY NEW FRIENDS. : D ♥ I would refer you to an intro post, but the only one I have is where I declare to the world that I walk around without pants most of the time, so I don't know if I should actually give it to you. HAHA.
We'll get to know each other soon enough I believe!! : D And ah. I will comment on everyone's posts sometime this week! : D promise.

But right now.. I'm so nervous I can't sit still.

Is it really okay to travel with cheese as your hand luggage? I'm doubting it. WHERE ARE YOU OLIVS WHEN I NEED TO ASK YOU ABOUT CHEESE.

and as I'm keeping this short, here's the daily dose of mblaq for you. (PLZ TELL ME YOUR NICKNAME CAUSE I AM FAIL AND CAN'T SPELL YOUR USERNAME. ;_; I can't even spell my own.)

Joon you're smiling a little creepy.

AND OH. LAST THING BEFORE I GO. does anyone of you see gollum every time you close your eyes? no?
he just pops up for me like ALL THE TIME. tell me I'm normal? ;_;

..which would be the day we celebrate christmas.

AAAAHdfjghjkdhgkdkjfduyhuuhgtgkgkgkgjgjl.

or, in the more normal way of speaking.

MERRYYYYYY CHRISTMAS MY LOVELY FRIENDS.

I love each single one of you. And plz. come speak to me more! I appreciate it.

I've eaten my christmas breakfast, I've sung a christmas song (which you can listen to HEREEEE. It's not perfect and you can hear me moving around at points, but I didn't have much time to mix it. I dedicate it to yoooou guys. Because you're the prettiest bunch of people I know!) and now I'm spazzing over the FFA at omona. HAHA. I love christmas. We all changed into our christmas clothes (aka, our favorite sweatpants and our most comfortable shirts) and now we're doing what we usually do on christmas. Dad's playing video games, I'm enjoying my computer time, and dad's girlfriend is reading her magazines about how to redecorate the house in a million different ways for crazy amounts of money, and we're feeling all happy of ourselves. Soon we will eat christmas lunch (or dinner, it's like 2 pm already. I have no idea when we'll eat. HAHA) and after that we'll watch an episode or so of you're beautiful. And then we'll open presents.

And this is so cosyyyy. I saw under the tree. something which I'm assuming is not a small tennis racket. I'll take a picture of it and post it tomorrow. And by then I hope I've learnt a song or two. ehehe. okay.. we'll see about that.

Because he's just too adorable. ;_; ♥

NEW LAYOUT. LOOKLOOK.

So. How is my life lately? It's just fandom fandom fandom fandom fandom and more fandom. I'm in love with Lee Joon. And I mean that. HAHA. I usually don't fall for idols in this way, but he literary makes me cry, laugh, smile, get angry, angst with everything. haha. And I've been watching this for the whole evening.

First of all. Happy biiiirthday liz. : D -huuuugggles-
You have to tell me about your wonderful day! eheh.
And I hope you actually did have a wonderful day!
I can't say I can give you very much for your birthday. ;_; I could teach you how to get ripped in 4 weeks though. All you'll have to do is obey 2 simple rules and you'll get ripped like never before! not at all reading advertisement next to posting window. höhö
or I could teach you how to stalk someone in the best way! I don't know if I shared that knowledge with you yet. eheh.
Or I could sing a song for you! You can choose which one you want. if I were you I'd totally go for alternative number one, since it's sooo appealing.

Over to some personal stuff.
I hate school.

fdjghfjhgjfdjjkfdjhfkd.

First episode of Liar Game 2 is out.

fdjghjkdfjgkfdjkgjd. I AM SO.. EXCITEEEEEED.

I think I'm going to start using my LJ again. okay, I use it everyday to check fandom stuff, but I never write anymore.
My life got too busy.

So, here are some things worth mentioning for today.
 

• I like kyu. tihihi.
• I was totally excited to see ninja assasin in the cinema, but I checked out imdb today, and there's no release date for sweden. ;_; but a whole lot of lucky Czech and Egypt people will get to see it. : )
• I'm going to start watching Coffee Prince today. I will make Olivia watch it with me when she wakes up. She told me she wouldn't wake up before 10 am, and I was like "HAHA, neither will I. hohoho" like getting up before 10 am was the craziest thing on earth. I woke up around 8 am. HAHAHA. now I'm just waiting.
• Owl city. ♥
• And finally, because I found this in the omona thingy and he's looking good. HAHA.