I Am The Walrus

Up for a new start!

2009-10-30T09:29:36Z

I think I'm going to start using my LJ again. okay, I use it everyday to check fandom stuff, but I never write anymore.
My life got too busy.

So, here are some things worth mentioning for today.

I like kyu. tihihi.
I was totally excited to see ninja assasin in the cinema, but I checked out imdb today, and there's no release date for sweden. ;_; but a whole lot of lucky Czech and Egypt people will get to see it. : )
I'm going to start watching Coffee Prince today. I will make Olivia watch it with me when she wakes up. She told me she wouldn't wake up before 10 am, and I was like "HAHA, neither will I. hohoho" like getting up before 10 am was the craziest thing on earth. I woke up around 8 am. HAHAHA. now I'm just waiting.
Owl city. ♥
And finally, because I found this in the omona thingy and he's looking good. HAHA.

bigmow @ 2009-08-13T01:37:00

2009-08-12T23:37:27Z

You guys are so pretty. <3

mumumum. matsushota! : D

2009-04-26T16:12:35Z

Picture from this week. Amanda took it. :) IT WAS SO SUNNY THIS WEEK OMG. ♥

ah, so a little update of my life since last time. : )

I've been soooo busy. blehbleh. But still alot of fun things has happened! I got a summer job. I bought new dresses! and shoes, and leggings and a dustbin and painting supplies and a cowboy hat and aaah. I bought too much stuff. XD
I've been preparing for the music cafe at school, tuesday. ; ) And it will be awesome I think! (btw, awesome means eight in bulgarian. I learned through some educational video on youtube. :D:D) I will film some of it I suppose. My grandparents are coming toooo! I'm too excited for that. HAHA.

and ah, talking about filming. Olivia (yamapishige ) and I started this project. It's basically a vlogging project, where you get a theme each week, and then you make a video about it, and post it on our shared youtube account. We are looking for more people to join, so if you're intrested then just let me know. :) It's really cool, cause you can vlog and talk about whatever, and be as creative as you want, and still get to know things about other people! The theme for this week will be "your favorite place" and I'm really looking forward to it.
If you don't feel like joining, but still want to watch my rather boring videos each week, here's the channel!
http://www.youtube.com/privateheartsvlog
The picture of my first video is hideous. HAHAHAH.

Right now I'm listening to KAT-TUNs new album. Sounds great so far. :) ♥

Just this meme. : ) I need to show more effort here. HAHA

2009-04-06T07:26:34Z

The 2009 Tegomass Come Back Meme

1. Why do you want Tegomass to come back to Sweden in 2009?
Because I missed them when they were here last time. I just saw them on tv. I was just starting to become a fangirl and I didn't even know where to get information about it or anything, so I was pretty sad when I realised I missed them. Plus, they're awesome, so it would be great if they came back!

2. If you were to promote Tegomass to those poor people who are not fans yet, what kind of slogan would you use? What would you write on your notebook, or shout out to puzzled passers-by, or use as the title of your blog, or write on the fridge for unconvinced parents and/or siblings to see?

Hmm. I think just showing what Tegomass are to people would promote them pretty well, like, letting them hear the music, show people their personalities. I mean. It worked with my sister, and my father so I know that it does work. haha.

3. Their debut single featured the keyed fiddle (nyckelharpa) and a classic 'dansband/schlager' sound. Just how 'Swedish' are Tegomass? Could Sweden be considered their second homeland?

Well, Miso soup sounds really swedish! I've had plenty of people telling me so. And yeah, I think that there'd be plenty of people who will like them here, because they do have songs that can be appealing to swedes. : )
And of course, if they want to consider Sweden their second homeland, they totally should! : ) We'd only be happy. haha

4. If you could send a message to Tegomass, what would you say?

You're music makes me happier every time I listen to it, and it has given me alot of new friends through the years. I really hope you can come back and let all of your new fans see you perform!

5. Did you go to the 2006 Misou Soup release in Stockholm?

No. ;_; Missed it.

6. Which is your favourite Tegomass song? Why?

KIMI + BOKU = LOVE
Because it just makes me so happy I could jump around. haha. And I love their voices in it! So strong. : )

7. Favourite Tegomass video?

Ai Ai Gasa. Because it has such a nice story. I love the little children, and the water, and both Massu and Tegoshi looks really cute!

8. Describe your dream 2009 Tegomass Swedish Fan Event. Where/what would they perform? Would there be handshaking? Dancing? Confetti? Let your imagination run wild! :D

My dream would probably be that they performed in either Stockholm or Göteborg, somewhere. And I'd stand in line with all the other fans being all excited. And I'd love if there would be handshaking, that is like the ultimate thing. And haha, dancing and confetti would be so awesome too! Srsly, anything would actually do, as long as it's tegomass. ; )

Hello

2009-04-04T09:02:35Z

I know I haven't been here for like the longest time ever. But school was being stressful, so I took a break!

Just wanted to let everyone know, that I'm back now, and now I'll go comment on some entries. Of course I missed way too many, so please let me know how you are doing, I missed you! : D

Plus, I know nothing about what's going on in fandom. need to cheeeck.

bigmow @ 2009-03-04T22:07:00

2009-03-04T21:11:36Z

I have started a contest.

Who can listen to this song the most times in 19 days.

The winner will get Ben and Jerry's ice cream bought by the loser. The loser also has to sing this song in front of people. : )
I won't loose YASMINE. I WILL WIN DEFINATLY. I WILL USE MY MAGIC POWERS AND PWN YOU UNTIL YOU HATE THIS SONG. ~~like that will take any effort, I mean, 19 days? c'mon. XD~~

håhåhå. :D ME WANT FOOD NAAAOW.

2009-02-16T17:16:24Z

I am going to make a voice post/recording for you all. What I will say depends entirely up to you. Comment asking me to say something, read something, recite something, etc, and I will do it. ♥

Everyone else is doing this meme, so I got intrigued to do it myself. :)
I am on holidays this week so I suppose I have time for it. haha.

Tomorrow I'm going to Freja's though. :) And later this week I am going to the movies!

Things that has happened since last;

• I finished watching a couple of dramas. :) I looove movies!!
Ah, actually, I want to ask for tips on that! I am thinking about watching something none-japanese. So please tell me what kind of tv-shows you like, and I'll try to check them out! :D

• I am currently reading New Moon. hm, everyone said they didn't like it so much, so I thought it would be all bad. But so far so good. :) I've only read half of it though. haha.

• I made a new cover, it's I will by the Beatles. I had some trouble deciding whether I liked it or not, but somehow this morning I thought to myself that it was still pretty decent. So please have a listen and tell me what you think! It can be found >here<. Make sure that you press Hi-fi!

• Yasmine came over the other day, and we had plenty of fun!

Oh, and yes. I am inspired to speak to people over skype! :) I want to improve my english, and get to know people at the same time.
So, if you're intrested in speaking to me, please let me know, okays! ♥

;__; I need to buy the new arashi concert dvd. uhuhu.

It's good to have you with us, even if it's just for the day. (I ♥ the killers)

2009-02-01T11:20:52Z

okay, so what am I really up to lately?

I am using spotify like crazy. I AM IN LUUURVE WITH SPOTIFY.
I feel very unmotivated to check everything that's happening in my fandom lately. The page is just so full whenever I press it and I'm entering one of those "I'd-rather-be-creative-than-sit-in-front-of-the-computer"-phases. But I still remember all my lovely LJ-friends. :D:D I might be a bit late on commenting every now and then (and I'll probably miss alot of entries) but yes. :D

Next week, and the week after that, my class will organize a concert for another music class. I'm really excited, getting to learn about how to do lighting, soundchecks, graphical design etcetc. And yeah, school won't be the same for these two weeks, and I'm in luurve with variation too!
I'll get to attend singing lessons on top of this, so it couldn't be better.

I bought a pair of purple jeans (weekday had a 75% discount, yaaay) and "norweigan wood" by Haruki Murakami this week.

Things I found out this week;

• The brilliance of the song "Closer" by Joshua Radin. >press here to listen to brilliance<
• That apparently Pikachu is a girl. >press here for clever insight<
• That random guys in my japanese class can be reeeally scary. XD (espicially when they get your msn and start spamming.)
• How far away this is;
.

"I want you to notice
I want you to care
oh horatio"

I am a beatles addict.

2009-01-22T19:03:53Z

Today's picture;

I am feeling lonely somehow this week. I don't like that feeling at all. I mean, I have friends and family and people. But still I keep feeling ignored. You can call it silly or whatever, but I don't really feel it is. Today was like the 5th time this week I've felt completely ignored, and it's only thursday. Gah.
I tried talking to someone about it, and that person just went "I don't feel very well, bye". And then I felt really selfish, because I know other people have problems that are worse than just feeling ignored and lonely, so yeah.

The killers and Regina Spektor are coming to the hultsfred music festival this summer. *cries* I want to go so bad!!
haha, so does a couple of people in my class, so maybe, if we make up some kind of plan, ensuring our safety during the trip down there, then we'll go. but srsly. ;__; I want to go soooo baaaad. I've already said that.

"ue wo muite, arukou"

Singing lessons started! They were so full of awesomenessssss. Hw for next week is "one of us" by ABBA. I don't know if you've heard it, but hm, It's a bit too high pitched for my voice, so I'll practise alot this weekend.
And I need to catch up on fandom. I don't know how much I'm dl-ing atm. HAHA. ♥

Gossip girl is making us all crazy. We somehow now call us ITGossip, and are planning to start a blog. ~~(our school is named ITG XD)~~ and yeah, we've been gossiping all week, about one or the other. Everyone is doing something with someone these days. Everyone's getting together, some are really mysterious, and some are just plain stupid and we are giggling at all the fun stuff they do during lessons.

so yeah, life is pretty good. : )

bigmow @ 2008-12-31T13:03:00

2008-12-31T12:14:11Z

HAPPY NEW YEAR, ALL MY LOVELIEST LJ FRIENDS. ♥
You guys make my days brighter. : ) Hope you know that.

LET'S RING IN SOME

HONESTY

WITH THE NEW YEAR

THE MEME

I wanted to do this one too.

and tihi. Right now I'm watching fuji channel. They sing alot, I love it! ♥
And I didn't know Nakai's hair look like that nowadays! : o

And plz, continue to give me book tips. :) <3

Books.

2008-12-30T21:45:51Z

I think I'll order some books. SO GIVE ME BOOKTIPS PLZ. :)
What books do you just absolutely love? tell me, tell me, dadadada, tell meee~~ ♥

bigmow @ 2008-12-27T21:04:00

2008-12-27T20:40:01Z

Today, was a day like many days.
Honestly, I don't think I'll even remember much of it tomorrow. haha.

I do have several things to talk about atm though

1. I think I'll start making youtube videos. Like.. serious ones, and. not serious ones. XD haha. I miss those times, when I used to do it. I had like 75 subscribers or something! Okay, It might not seem like much in youtube-standards, but it is really. XD I mean, 75 people. : o Most of them were probably old pervy men, watching me while doing things I don't even want to imagine, but yeah. I figure there would've been at least one or two normal-ish people on there. >D

2. I am going to go to Uppsala next week. :D I know you probably don't care, but I'm just writing this down so that I won't forget. tåhå.

3.
♥ Beautiful man.

4. I talked to myself on msn today. ~~(after you left vicki. HAHA)~~ and no, I don't have a personality disorder. :D I just made another msn account and spoke to myself. Why, you might ask. Because it's so boring to be on holiday. I wish school would start already! And don't kill me for saying that, plz. :D

"If Heaven and Hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the NOs on their vacancy signs

If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark"

once upon a frosty little time...

2008-12-23T15:41:41Z

.. there was a day. A day that came before christmas. And on this frosty little day, Riruru and Bigmow, were having their usual cup of mint and strawberry flavoured tea, when they suddenly realised.

WE WISH YOU A MERRY CHRISTMAS.

Please, take a look at this brilliant christmas video. The video that will be remembered through all times, and the video that will probably be shown on americas funniest home videos, about 20 years from now, when people stopped hitting their crotches and there's no fun left on the show. :D

We ♥ u.

whuut? Am I really writing something?

2008-12-08T20:29:02Z

Tänd eld på dina tankar
Med dina svarta tysta tårar
Och vi vet och du vet allt tar slut
Långsamt genom rummet går hon ut

Kom låt oss gå härifrån
Låt oss resa någonstans
Resa långt härifrån
Låt oss bli dom som försvann

I am updating. : D yay.
So.. updates people!

Me and Josehine the other day. :D

nono. I'm not at all tired. XD HAHA.

♥ I am singing Hallelujah in front of the whole school at our christmas holiday ending cermony thingy. :D Together with some people from my class. And today, our teacher told us how we should sing to sing it better and everything, and I just loved it! It felt so nice to get encouraged while singing, and I sounded better than before and ah. :D <3

♥ I got the highest grade on my song that I composed for the music lesson. My teacher said it was personal and thoughtful, and I was really happy! Because this means I'll probably have a chance to get the highest grade on the whole course.

♥ I missed out on everything fandom. So tell me everything, okay!

♥ I'm planning something big! :D I thought of it while riding the bus, and srsly, it would be so much fun. I'm not going to say anything yet though, because I'm not sure that anyone would share my joy of this. haha. But, when I've figured out how to do it, I'll rock the socks of off christmas.

♥ I'm now going to do a meme. :D And then I'll finish off with some more Kent lyrics. Because I like them very much atm.

01. What are your nicknames?
Joffan. Big mow. Mow. Gris.

02. How do you style your hair?
I blow dry it. haha. but other than that, I don't do much with it, because I always felt that hairspray and things like that, made my hair all.. not nice. XD

03. What's new in your life right now?
I feel happier than I used to. I have plenty of wonderful friends. : D ♥

04. How many colors are you wearing now?
10. XD do you want me to name them all?

05. Are you an introvert or extrovert?
Something in between, I guess. But more introvert than extrovert. Even though I'd rather be the other way around.

06. What was the last book you read?
The hitchhikers guide to the galaxy. :D:D For like the 77998 time. <3

07. Do you nap a lot?
Ï almost never do it. XD

08. If the person you secretly like is already taken, what would you do?
There's nothing much I can do about it. Accept what's there and move on I guess.

09. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
I guess. Nothing big though. ^^

10. What was the last thing you ate today?
An egg. :D

11. How long does it take you to get ready in the morning?
I need like 40 minutes, but I always snooze and run around with only 20 minutes left to go.

12. What websites do you visit daily?
LJ. :D bdb. hmm. hotmail? XD haha. that's like all of it.

13. What classes are you taking right now?And if you're not in school anymore, what's your job?
guh. Okay. xD Let's see.
Swedish, Math, English, Japanese, hm, pitch teachings? Well, we learn how to learn music by ear. Esthetic activity (playing music, next term it turns into, singing/instruments & ensemble, we get individual lessons and then we get to play in groups). Webdesign. PE. Computer science. Work environment studies. Digital technology.
And yeah. Those are what I read this term. haha.

14. Do you like to clean?
Why would I? o-o

15. What's the last song that got stuck in your head?
Kent - Den döda vinkeln. As I said, I like them very much atm. ♥

16. What are you doing right now?
Considering going to the toire. And I'm wondering whether Jesper fell asleep. 'Cause he's so ignoring me right now. DDD:

17. Are you a picky eater?
Depends. But I do eat alot. haha.

18. What kind of cell phone do you have?
An SE. :o

19. Worst time of your life?
Get to know me and I'll tell you. If you know me, then you probably already know XD.

20. Tell me something good.
I love you all. :D <3

Ge mig en vinterdrog
Ge mig allt du har
Kom nu, jag är kroniskt låg
Bara mörkret hörs
I ditt öga var en storm jag såg
Som sommarsnö
I döda vinkeln ser jag allt du gör

bigmow @ 2008-12-05T13:36:00

2008-12-05T12:38:41Z

I didn't sleep many hours. I just had a test which went bleh. I just guessed the answer to all the questions.
I feel somewhat lonely, and I have no idea if I'm having the early or the late music lesson, because we can't decide on which one to go to.

I miss vicki. : o

back. :D

2008-11-29T12:22:37Z

okay, I think I'll come back now. haha.
I just need to do some kind of cut, because LJ is making me crazy with all it's posts. haha. I am in way to many comms, and life has become very stressful lately, so I don't really have time for them all.
I'm also thinking about an f-cut, but I won't cut anyone I've actually spoken to the last couple of months, so don't worry. ^^

so, whoo. Now I'm off to read all of the entries I missed and then I'll go do my hw. (stupid stupid book. DDD:)

bigmow @ 2008-11-22T16:26:00

2008-11-22T15:27:19Z

sorry for not commenting very well lately. I'm sort of on a hiatus.
I'll try to come back some time next week, if I manage to finish all the school work I haven't finished, by then.

Miss you guys ♥

Wayfarers.

2008-11-07T19:17:40Z

They came. ♥ My wayfarers.

"ransom notes keep falling out your mouth
mid-sweet talk, newspaper word cut outs"

School tomorrow. mehe.

2008-11-03T20:50:32Z

So, what happened since the last update?

♥ I ordered clothes.
♥ My study money is coming to dad now, so I'll get it at the end of every month. wiho.
♥ I ORDERED GLASSES. SRSLY. WAYFARERS. CLEAR LENS. ROCKS SO MUCH.
♥ I changed my layout. Yo, check it out, yo. >Dbigmow
♥ School starts again tomorrow.

Okay, you're probably wondering.. What's that?
Well.. :D:D It's V6. And the Light in your heart PV. Can't believe I haven't watched it earlier. I like the dancing. mehe.

kfhjkfgjkhjd. ♥

Then I also watched Arashi's performance of Beautiful days on Heyx3. I still find the song rather boring, but it has started to grow upon me. :D And plus. kjdfghjkdfgkd. AIBA'S HAIR? wuhuhuhuhu. IT WAS LOVELY. Just take a look!

A sho cap too. Just because I'm sho-biased. mihi. And then also. Random shoe cap. haha. Because I found Nino's shoes cool for some reason. But don't worry. I don't think I'll go chase after some online store to buy them from like I did with the glasses. XD I already have shoes. haha.

Okay, so before I end this and go and take a shower, listen to this song! It's wonderful. :D the melody is just constantly stuck in my head. haha. Have been singing it the whole day, even though I only know one word of the lyrics. XD
Just press the play-button. And > wiho <

Now it's time for me to go do something.. important or whatever. XD haha. Have a nice tomorrow people! ♥

-edit-
HAPPY BIRTHDAY RYO.
(I can't believe I actually forgot to write that before.)

>D We are living in a world full of babelfish >D

2008-10-28T12:40:20Z

Things to do this week;

♥ Go to the library
♥ Get my first vaccination against uderus cancer (?) :o - It was some kind of cancer anyway. XD
♥ Get a haircut! - I really need to find something cool to do with it, because I feel it's time for that. I'm open for suggestions. ;)
♥ Meet with Yasmine, and probably someone else? :D
♥ Go to the bank. And get a new code to my internet bank, since the old one isn't working anymore.
♥ Watch Ryusei no Kizuna.
♥ Do hw.

Now, what am I up to lately?
I have a holiday, so yeah. I suppose that most of the time I'll sit around, watch dorama, do nothing and stare.
I've also started listening to some audio books. Because I want to improve my english pronounciation. Right now, at this very moment, I'm listening to the hitchhikers guide to the galaxy. I love that book! And plus, the audio is a radio show, so it has got sound effects and different voices and the mp3s are only 1 minute long, so there's no way I'll get bored with this. xD

Gaah, I want to buy books. Jpod. Twilight. The hitchhikers guide to the galaxy - full edition. kawaii.

and wow. a miracle is about to occur. I'm going to talk about fandom.

LOOK AT THIS. I SO SO SO SO WANT THOSE GLASSES. WHY DOES RYO LOOK SO FREAKING GOOD?

wonder if you can buy just the frames, without doing anything special to the glass. I mean, I know I'd need like -2.0 in strenght on them, but it would cost so much. ;__; and I can't afford. BUT I WANT SO BAD. djshgjkdhjghfjkd.

Other things to talk about.
Me <3 musekinin hero. wihihi.
Arashi's new single beautiful days seems kind of boring. To be honest. And I have some trouble with finding Matsujun's new hair all übercute and whatnot. It just makes him look so feminine. XD
Totally random. But YUI's new song is also great <3

I'm watching Yasuko to Kenji right now, or, I'm trying to download the second half of it. I've seen 5 eps atm. haha. You should've seen me yesterday, cursing Mikio like crazy. I rather like it alot. :D Ohkura is jdshgjsdjhghjg beautiful. I like Ohkura. wihihi.

So. End of fandom rant. XD I know I fail, but wth. who cares.

Now I'm going to google for haircuts. ~~And cry because I love big glasses with black/colorful frames and I don't have any.~~ HAHA.

SECRREEEETT

2008-10-20T17:49:50Z

I don't think you know this but...
I now officially have signed up for singing lessons next term. :D:D Singing will be my instrument. wiho <3 I am happy. School's being a little more work than I would've thought though. XD I don't want more hw, yet it keeps piling up. haha. I need to study japanese. ;__; the hiragana is hard this time. ;__; BUT, not to complain. :D:D

Just because today is such a splendid day, Let's celebrate with some monkey dance? :D ♥

whohooo. new function.

2008-10-11T07:22:53Z

I don't have to write anything in the musicbox anymore. :D feels nice. haha.

okay. So it's been awhile since I've written anything. I've been busy practising my japanese. Emma-chan wa kuruma desu. :D:D
And yeah.. all the rest of the schoolwork. haha. I have like, alot of "major" school projects that I need to finish this weekend or on monday/tuesday and bleh on them. The first one is writing a reportage about an artist in 2030 that your classmate made up. It should involve alot of details and stuff that I can't seem to squeeze in there. Plus it's a collaboration with computer science, so we have to prove just how well we know microsoft word. It's boring. D:

Then I have to write a horror story, but I have no idea what horror is since I mostly avoid it. :D Inspiration need to come. waah.
Then also next week, we are getting educated in talking in front of people and standing in a case, since I'm in the marketing counsel, I need to learn. And I'll stop talking about school work now, since I can go on forever if I don't. XD haha.

I'm soon off to Uppsala~ Meeting Freja there.
And then tomorrow, I'm going to buy an mp3-player, 'cause I so miss having one! I haven't owned one for like.. 1 and a half years now. Even though my cell phone has an mp3-player in it, the head phones used for it are stupid and always break, plus, I have to buy special ones since there's a special outlet for the phone. -_- And I'm getting tired of wasting money like that. So instead I'm wasting money on a real player, with a NORMAL outlet. :D:D

hm.. If a dog pees on artificial grass, does the grass turn growse then? I mean.. The grass is artificial, it doesn't really have any earth that could break it down, or maybe it does?
But. D: they have to like throw out 5 tons of sand over it every time it has rained, so hm.
Well. It's just stupid anyways. HAHA.
Have a great weekend all you lovely people. ♥

bigmow @ 2008-09-29T19:58:00

2008-09-29T18:00:53Z

You know that bet I lost? Well.. my punishment has come. Vicki even made me the header. HAHA. I was hoping she'd forget if I just pretended like I never lost, but apparently not.

bigmowbigmowbigmowbigmowbigmowbigmow

I'll make sure I win next time! DDDD:

bigmow @ 2008-09-28T16:48:00

2008-09-28T15:06:52Z

MU has been screwing with me for like 3 weeks now. I'm not downloading anything, yet it says I am. "Download limit exceeded" DDD:
DIAF. hihihi. I just learned what that meant while reading through the hate meme. : D

I really want to download Arashi's Iza, now concert though. And the only links that worked was the MU ones. So I'm kind of stuck with this.

My weekend was.. wierd. We only had 3 days of school and then a loooong weekend of free time. My thursday. D: I don't know what I did. Srsly. But hmm.. Let's just not speak of it and maybe it will be forgotten sooner or later. : D

It's been a long time since I wrote anything. I just don't really know what to write anymore. I've been busy with like.. living. For real. I didn't feel like I lived for real before. So I'm kind of happy.

I miss you guys. : D let me know how you're doing, okays.
And just because I haven't enlightened your f-list with gifs for like 40000000 lightyears, I'm now putting one in there, just for the sake of holding on to tradition. ♥

fjdkhgjkfhdgjkhfjdhjgkdf

2008-09-17T18:42:41Z

I haven't been on LJ for like.. a really long time! Alot happened, and I haven't really felt like it.

BUT SRSLY. THANKS TO EVERYONE WHO SAID HAPPY BIRTHDAY YESTERDAY. <33 ILUSM.

now I'm going to go play something on the keyboard I got <333 kisses.

~~And yes. I just wrote this so I could brag about my new keyboard.~~